On august 22nd my daddy got into an accident at work when his winch broke and the chain came back and hit him in the chest and throat. 4 days later he died and I don't understand why. I saw him a few hours before he died and the doctors said he was getting "better". Granted his aortia (heart) was shot and they were going to replace it and he had a hole in his treakia and he was intabated and restrained so he wouldn't pull any of the tubes and wires out. But they said that day that he was doing better. But then a few hours later he had a massive heart attack while in sicu and died. The worst part is that I can't seem to feel anything but guilty because I had a dream about him that night and I was happy in my dream but when I woke up I got the call. It still doesn't seem real. All I want to do is wake up from this dream and everything be back to normal