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Comment by MJ on April 9, 2015 at 7:48am

Comforting scripture:

Hosea 13:14

"From the power of the Grave I will redeem them;From death I will recover them."
The Bible promises that our loved ones will come back to life. We have the hope of being able to see them, hug them, and laugh with them again, in the resurrection. (John 5:28, 29)
Comment by Linda Osmon on March 11, 2015 at 9:07pm

Well I guess this is where I start, first time posting hoping this is where I need to be. My name is Linda I am from Gresham, Oregon and I am 58 yrs old. My partner of 24 years Randy took his own life 5 months ago, on November 3rd, 2014. Really struggling with what has happened, lost a big chunk of my life, my best friend someone who told me we would grow old together. On a Sunday we had watch a NASCAR car race, we were big fans, and after that a football game. At 6 pm he said he was going to the store and I never saw him again. I called his cell phone all night with no response. At 7:42 am the next morning, which is time stamped on my phone he called me and told me he was dying. I kept asking him where he was, he wouldn't tell me just told me that I would never find him and once again told me he was dying and hung up the phone. Well they did find him the next day, he had stabbed himself 7 times and slit his wrists in his truck. I am having a hard time wrapping my head around his method of taking his own life, it seems so violent to me and he was not a violent man. I am told though that the method was irrelevant and it was what he had and it was a means to an end. OK?. Also the fact that after 24 years all he could tell me is that he was dying, I struggle with the fact that those were his last words to me, not that he loved me. Everyone keeps telling me that they know how much he loved me. I don't know anything anymore. I'm not going to say he didn't have problems, he was in pain Management for back pain, and he suffered from high blood pressure. He had also had a falling out with his family, nothing that couldn't be fixed. It's all just to much some days, we weren't married which I never cared about. In Oregon though there are no Common-law, laws here to protect me, so every decision was taken out of my hands, and put into the hands of people that weren't even close to him. So not only did I lose him I lost any financial stability I had. That's neither here nor there though , I would give up everything I own just to have him walk back through this door. It's a moment by moment struggle, I know that none of us asked for this unbearable pain, but unfortunately it's ours to bear, I am just still trying to figure out where it belongs and try to find a way back for myself. Thanks for letting me share I need to stop, Take care.

Comment by Carol Mason Mortarotti on March 8, 2015 at 6:26pm

Dear Ellen and others,

I don't think people know what to say to you so they don't say anything. Suicide isn't discussed often and people feel badly for you and just want to cheer you up.  What I do is talk about my ex-husband to friends and family so this opens the door for them to ask questions and help me heal. Unless they've been through it they can't know our pain. It is never ending like an open wound. Don't blame yourself for Kieran's suicide, it was his issues and I am sure he loved you very much. 

Comment by Ellen Sheehan on March 8, 2015 at 5:11pm

Hello everyone just reaching out for a little bit of support it is now 10 months since my husband Kieran took his life and for a while now people seem to have forgotten all about him , no one mentions his name wether thats because they dont want to upset me im not sure.But i still want to talk about him and still want to scream everyday as i miss him that much.im still so lonely without him that my heart breaks everyday when i wake up and remember he is not there.Does anyone ever get over the pain in losing someone this way the questions are always in my mind why ???? was i not enough for him to live for did he do this because he didnt love me,he has hurt me so much.When will the nightmare end or does it just continue on with me until the day i join him?

Comment by Jany on March 3, 2015 at 5:28am

Hello,

I lost my incredible son, Christopher on 2/9/14. My journey is dark and I'm sure will be forever.

Jany

Comment by KristyAnne Jaworski-Willers on January 29, 2015 at 2:20pm

I'm suffering and it hard to deal with my brother's death an I also confuse.

 

Comment by T.C. Goodwin on January 29, 2015 at 7:18am

A friend of mine committed suicide. Many folks focus on the parents but don't realize the siblings can be affected too. ....To help cope,  people keep their favorite Bible passage with them... Some reach out to trusted friends .However, what helps people the most is knowing that their love one is in God's memory and we will soon see them again 

John 5:28,29

Comment by KristyAnne Jaworski-Willers on January 28, 2015 at 9:48pm

Mybrother killed himself last wednesday and the furneal was today. I'm not doing ok I'm stress out I lost my big brother to a disese bi-polar and alcohol and drugs

Comment by Latisha Webb on January 19, 2015 at 4:03pm
Thanks MJ. Some days are better than others
Comment by MJ on January 19, 2015 at 3:44pm

 

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