I have just recently found out that my Ex has possibly committed suicde.. I don't know anything, except the fact of passing away.. We fought and had harsh feelings before he passed.. I feel so guilty.. But i tried so hard.. I tried so hard to do what I could, it was too much for me.. But i didn't think it was to this level.. i don't know what to do.. i feel like i'm going crazy... I feel so alone.. No one gets it.... I feel i could have saved him... I don't know what to do