Thank You Trish, I think I already feel that he is helping me and I hope he always watches over me and makes sure that the next person I meet is better and will treat me better than ever before cause I deserve that. I don't ever want him to stop being my angel that protects me from afar, because there is no way I would be so strong right now without his help. But, my heart still hurts like it was yesterday :(
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. I know you are in a lot of pain especially during the holidays but he is with you in sprit. You will come to feel this more as time continues.
Yes you will be able to move on and you must. You will have days were you are angry, lonely, understand why. But this is all normal have begun to learn . You are greiving and it is so very normal. We are here to help each other when you need to share the pain. But when you get off the site, laugh, find a different hobby, join a gym meet different friends etc.. Fill up your time because if you have to much time this will not help.
I am here if you ever need me. I will pray for you.