I'm not sure what to say. I am grieving the loss of my girlfriend. We were together for over 3 years. She was 27. We both had a history of depression. I was able to find support for my problem and take advantage of the help I was offered. She found it very difficult to trust anyone. I don't think that she trusted anyone besides me. She relied on me to be her emotional support. But, there was only so much that I could do. I wish that I could have done more. I am having a lot of strange thoughts and feelings. I feel like I am mostly getting the support I need. But, I still need to talk about my feelings.