I'm missing you and can't stop replaying in my mind the last time I saw you two days before you went missing,missing from our lives FOREVER,I'd've hugged you and kissed you and told you to stay longer.But I'll never have that chance.WHY my brother,WHY? Could I have saved you,I'm sorry didn't,I hope you forgive me for I haven't forgiven myself and how could I.Your life was more important than mine can ever be.When I replay in my mind as we were children,we had so much fun together and as adults we also did fun things.And thinking of the future,we should be side by side for each other,but you won't be there and I say again WHY.I LOVE YOU and MISS YOU ALL THE DAYS LEFT OF MY LIFE .
Well I guess no one wants to join,it's ok.Maybe it's too private to "speak" on here to your loved one.I didn't see any group like this so I thought it would be useful.There are so many things I want to tell my brother.Most of all I want to tell I LOVE YOU BROTHER.
This past Sunday,had a family get together,some came from out of state,of course it will never be the same not having you here.Most of the time I sat alone,sometimes I can't bear being amongst the family,just seeing /listening to the interactions between each other and knowing your not here to enjoy these times,being now an only sibling is a heartache.I wish you were here L.I wish alot of things,but can't go back,wish I could.It's not the same without you,never will be.Sometimes I wish I wasn't even here.I love you L.
Elyse I just saw this group for words to a loved one. It's more than 6 months ago and I don't come on as often as I did. I recall joining about 3 groups on legacy.Once I lost everything so I'm not positive. I wish my brother Richie was still here too. Everything changed so much in the family because he didn't take care of himself. He had a heart-ache and survived. Then a fatal heart-attack in 1994. Nonehteless,I can recall one of the times I was at his house and we went to the store.He bought a blueberry pie. When someone has heart issues food they eat is important. He also had too much stress in his life. Actually, everyone has stress to a different degree. I don't know anything about your life but I hope that you are involved in something that you like to do. There are various groups and clubs all over the country. Maybe you can join a garden club? A member can be just about any age. I don't know your age but if you're a senior then there is probably a senior center in your community. If I may I'd like to suggest you comb the local newspapers. There are always things going on in towns. I hope you had a good spring and summer. Now it is coming up on winter and I caught a cold. If I say how it's one for the books. We all need to be focused and involved with something we have a passion for. Talk to me and I'll respond. With Love Barbara