please dont leave my heart..
i cant breath, i cant live with this pain inside me
i know it was time for you to go...but stay with me please...i cant make this alone
now i know..i get everything you ever did and meant..
everything inside me is ripping from my soul
i cant stop the hurt, the tears, the screams
forgive me for not knowing what you only tried to show me
hold me, stand with me..face to face now, nose to nose
just one last time..and kiss me...take me with you papa bear
we fought so hard for life, for us for love
i cant fight that hard anymore..im not that strong even though i hear you say i am
every moment since you left is slow motion
i cant stop time but its stopping me..holding me here
i dont know how to free myself from the depths of the sorrow my every being is trapped in
please help me....i cry myself to sleep every night hoping ill wake up and you'll be right here
im trying to be strong but the grief is shattering my will
i know you know whats in my heart, and i know whats in yours..reach down and touch my heart and tell me its ok....
....because im not....please save me
papa bear, my heart has desinigrated, leaving me charred inside...hurting, aching, screaming, i do not know what life is anymore, or who i am without you..im so sorry that i cannot let you go yet...i know you are at peace, and im truly happy you are on the other side waiting for me..but please help me understand how i can go on like this? I cannot see the light in this tunnel of shear darkness that surrounds me...i love you and i miss you..with a kiss kiss and a reherrrr 12:34 ♥KLU