I don't know how to help my husband with his grief.  His daughter blames herself.  He just had enough and shot himself. He is only 22 years old and was to nicest boy, no drugs or and problems.  He just did it.  I don't understand but maybe it is not for me to understand.  He is in a better place.  I got up this morning to the most beautiful clouds and I became at peace with the whole thing.  I wi…