I find cooking and eating healthy is the hardest. Most nights I have cereal, or a bowl of oatmeal. I never liked to cook before I lost my husband Rick, but I did. I know which TV dinners are the best. What do you all do for meals? It will be 9 months on Feb 3rd. and it's the hardest thing I have ever gone through.  Somedays are worse than others. I did go out and get a dog, she has been a great h…