My mom died Sat Feb 5 the day after my 34th bday after battling liver, colon and lung cancer. It was terrible to see her deteriorate and I have been grieving long before she died. Last week I cried a lot but I stayed very busy. Now I feel her abscence. The memorial was Sat and it is so final now. I cant imagine life without her....she was so strong she was on hospice 10 mmonths. Her whole family…