this morning I ordered my brothers Urn.........this has been an excruciating day to say the least. I NEVER EVER thought Id be ordering an urn for the man I considered to be my first child. My 32 year old baby brother shot himself 2 weeks ago. He suffered from depression. He left behind an 8 yr old son. How do you get thru the day when all you can do is think of conversations you had with him, wis…