All I want is, to feel him touch my face again.. I don't know how long I can take the pain I feel without him here. My husband passed on 1-23-2011 and I'm really alone begging for someone to hear my screams for someone to just hold me. After 27 years with the love of my life I can't find who I Am I woke up every day excited because I knew he would soon follow me outside for coffee. He would alway…