I thought I was doing "ok" but I now realize that I need the support of others.  I know everyone's circumstances are different, but we all share the common loss of a loved one. My husband Stan passed away on April 2nd, 2011 at 2:02 AM as I watched him go.  He had been sick in the hospital for almost 9 long months with a bone marrow disorder labeled "MDS" that caused multiple other issues. He ende…