I am 29 years old, I have tooken care of my mom for the last 4 years, Feburary 7th 2011 I found my mother passed away... I scream at night cause when I close my eyes thats what I see.. People keep telling me you need to move on blah blah blah... I have so many emotions that are going through my body I dont know when I want to laugh Cry or SCREAM, nobody understands how im feeling right now.. I ca…