Someone told me time takes time.  That in time things would be better, today is a very empty and lonely day.  Mom and Dads house is up for sale and the first showing is today.  It doesn't mean its going to be sold today, but the feeling like I'm doing something wrong has a hold of me.  My cousin says what will be will be.  She was my mothers closest niece, only a couple of years between them.  I…