On new years day I lost my best friend and soulmate. We don't know what happened yet as it's still pending, my son (17) and I tried CPR but we couldn't save him my heart aches and my son is hurting and I don't know how to help him. It's been 11 days since he passed away. I been with him since I was 15 - 23 years total. I post on his Facebook everyday hoping for something. Stupid I guess, I just m…