I just lost my husband due to a massive heart attack on the morning of Nov. 18, 2009. I keep replaying that moment in my mind. We were together for 5 years and married for 4. We married on May 28, 2005. We were soul mates, when you me you saw him. The only thing we did apart was work but even then when he would get off from work he would come to the salon I work at and wait for me to get off to m…