Oct 26, 2009 my fiance` Malcolm died coming home from a hunting trip in Uvaldi, Tx. I am finding it so hard to accept that he is dead. I never saw his body nor have I seen his ashes (body burnt beyond recognition and he needed to be cremated). The family is NOT being mean but for some reason they won't allow me any of his ashes for myself, for my comfort. All I want is enough to put in a locket j…