When I look at my life objectively I am one of the luckiest men (no people) on the planet. I had a wonderful loving partner for 31 years who I lost 9/26/10. I now have another wonderful partner who loves and cares for me and I love her as well. Still the pain in my heart lingers and I find myself missing and calling out for my first love almost daily. I drive and cry often. My new love helps a lo…