Thank you very much for your support. I'm just not doing will at this time. I know you all understand that. I feel so helpless and hopeless and miss my son so much. And I still keep asking why. We were very close to our son. We thought he was doing ok. But I think he made it look that way. He had a blood disorder. And didn't feel well alot of the time and was on pain medication. He left behind 4…