I lost my Father on Novermber 3rd, 2012. I was very close to my father and I dont think that I still belive that it is really happening. He had been fighting a form of MS for years, and was allways in pain, but still worked almost every day. I know that he is better now, but I cant believe it. He was only 67, and I am 32. He had many grandkids, and that is one thing that upsets me so much that he…