my husband of 7 years killed himself 7/8/89. We had our up and downs, (he ran around moved out and back in to many times for me to count) by he loved me and i loved him, The last 6 months were the best. He was told he had hiv in 1985 from blood he took from 1980 untill he died. I gave him the shot that had the hiv in it, if only the call had come 1min before, anyway, every three months he went to…