I am having a hard time dealing with the loss of my Dad. He just passed away 1/29/10...Through the years, my Father and I didn't see each other much..I can count on my hands the amount of times I saw him throughout my life. As I got older, it hurt,but I faced the reality that things would always be like this and had no choice but to accept it. I didn't realize how much anger I had bottled up insi…