My husband has left me 18 weeks ago. By now I should accept it and move on. I have always thought of myself as very courageous person who can handle everything. But since Wednesday, Dec 23, 2009 4:35 p.m. I found out that I was very mistaken. Till now I can't accept that my husband has gone. I always say that he has left me, why? I always people who want to sympathize with me because that means a…