This is my second post.  I lost the sweetest man in the world and my only love when my husband, John, passed away 7 weeks ago.  We loved each other so much and I will love him always.  We shared and did everything together too.   It is so hard to function every day.  Sometimes I think I'm doing ok - haven't cried for a few hours and then a thought of him will come and I burst out bawling.  He had…