My name is Lynne. I may be in the wrong group, but I don't know where else to go. I live with anticipatory grief, which I am sure many of you have suffered from as well. My partner/wife of 4 years was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer mets to the liver. Two years later she is still here, but the doctors remind us often that she will not always do well and will loose her battle at some point. W…