It has only been  less than 2 months since the loss of my husband to Cancer in July 2015 and my feelings are still all over the place. I bounce back and forth between so many emotions, sadness, guilt, anger and I never know day to day what it will bring. I have had a few moments of clarity where I think we are going to make it, we can do this, we are going to be OK. These moments are brief and th…