I lost my mum on 23rd January this year and I have been a total wreck since she was my best friend the only person in the world I could trust, we did so much together and I had been her carer since she had a fall 4 years ago. I miss her all the time and as time goes on it goes worse I keep thinking she will be coming back I have so many things to tell her.  I go to the cemetery every day, my dad…