Hello. We loss my grandson stillborn 2 weeks ago.  I did hold him, kiss him and told him good bye.  The grief is overwhelming for me.  I have the pain of not being able to heal this hurt for my son and daughter in law and the deepest pain for my loss.    My grandson was over 7 months old.  The umbelical cord was severly twisted.    I can not get over this pain.  I am unable to sleep and can not s…