I know in my heart that you're here, but why can't I feel you near me?I search for the signs everywhere but I can't seem to see them clearly.There's been so many things I've said to you and I need to know that you hear me.Are you all right? Do you like it there? Do you know that I've always, always loved you?I want to see you in my dreams, and feel you all around me. I want to hear your voice str…