i left my husband ben,and two days later he shot himself in the head.I have deep sorrow,and guilt,because i feel like i caused,him to kill himself.I cared deeply for him,but didn't have the love a wife should have from a husband.He was a sweet ,kind,gentle soul,and i will forever miss him.Someone please tell me how do i get through this horrible guilt,and greif.I feel like everyone feels,as if i…