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Comment by Carin~ Cody's Mom on June 12, 2012 at 1:14pm

No... They don't seem to be working latley

Comment by Joyce M Rubacky on June 12, 2012 at 1:04pm

Carin, did you get my "private message" I sent to you?  I'm not sure if it sent or not.

Comment by Carin~ Cody's Mom on June 12, 2012 at 12:59pm

Joyce,
Thank you for your kind words. He was the youngest of my 3 sons. Yes I Think they are very handsome. But I'm there mom so of course I would think so. I've done a couple video of Cody since his passing. Mostly for his brothers and real Father who don't have the pictures I have .It’s to give them the gift of memory like I have of Cody. I was the one that found my son. I wish some days it was someone other than me but other days I'm glad it was me. I was the first one to see him born. Last one to see him alive and the first to see him passed. I truly believe that a surviving parent of suicide has a life time of sorrow ahead of them and my heart just acts for all the other parents who lost children that way. I grieve for the other parents as well. But this just feels different. We live with the fact that our children made that choice to take their life and if they do it at home we have to live at the spot that our child perished. I’m sorry I’m rambling on. Anyway…. Thank you again for viewing Cody’s video for his birthday.

Comment by Joyce M Rubacky on June 12, 2012 at 8:57am

Carin, I watched the video you made for Cody honoring his birthday. It was beautiful, but, oh so sad.....To think that you are going through this, just breaks my heart! There is so much I would like to say to you but it is so hard to form words in my head that would describe how I feel for your loss. My son is an only child and if something happened to him, I don't know how I would survive! By the way, you gave birth to some handsome men!!