I just finished crying.i scanned thru the pictures of my eldest child in my cp..it's been almost 8mnths,but there never been a time i had not thought of and miss my son..he was just 3 years old..why so soon?why did God gave me a wonderful,handsome,loving,intelligent child just to take it away too soon?God just let me happy for 3yrs and made me lonely for the rest of my life..yes,i still had a daughter but the love that me and my son had shared was different..and it happened in a suppose to be a happy moment in our life..we we're celebrating my son's 3rd bday in a pool..i just left him for a matter of minutes together with my relatives to change my pants in order to accompany him in the pool..but when i returned,everybody was shouting and in panic..oh my God,my son!he was nearly drowned..we we're able to gave him first aid and rushed him to the nearest hospital..he was conscious all the while,he was also able to talk to me..there's something in my mind that tells me,the hospital got his condition worst..