Hi Alicia,  Just saw your comment.  Yes, we are closing in on 6 years.  Losing Justin  has been and I am sure always will be painfully  hard to live with.  The missing only gets worse.  Justin's now 8 year old son Andrew looks SO MUCH like him.  I am grateful for that but it is bittersweet at the same time.  I know a part of Justin is still here but I want my Justin alive and with me completely.    It breaks my heart that his children are growing up without him.   Our sweet boys can only be in our hearts now Alicia.  My love and Justin's love to you and Jesse as we both endure our beloved sons 6 year angel dates.   

Hi Alicia I'm sorry it took me so long to reply,I haven't been on this site much and I need to catch up with all of you.It's been hard as you well know and I have been going to grief meeting it helps just being with others that are going through the same,I can"t believe how many of us as parents are losing our kids.God only know anyway thank you for thinking of me .I will have you and Jesse in my prayers.Alicia I hope we can get though Mothers Day who am I fooling It's going to be very hard.God Bless you and sending Hugs! Your friend Amelia Johnny's mom.