HI Alicia, Im doing fine thank you for asking. Some days I think and cry alot and other days when I dont think about my Jaime, I feel guilty because I am not thinking of him. I went to a funeral yesterday for my husbands grandmother and I just started crying because I think about heaven and how Jaime is already there and I think of all the people he touched and all the pain he left for us with his leaving so quickly. I dont understand why God picked Jaime and me, but he did... and I always felt he was a special child, but I never thought I would loose him so early. He was a good good kid. Never caused me too many problems, he just wanted to play his video games. Well, he wasnt a child, he was a man, but he was still my child.
Blessings ang Good tidings to you Alicia. May you feel peace in your heart for Jesse.
Hi Alicia, Thanks for acknowleding my post. Time makes it easier, barely. I can't wait to die and be with my girl. I would never intentionally hurt myself, but I welcome death. It's not a scary word for me anymore. I'll be with Candace and my Grandma Billie so it's all good.
Hi Alicia, just thought I'd acknowledge you; and say I'm honored and thank you for sending a friend request. My mind is clear at some times but I had noticed that months ago when I accepted a friend request I didn't make any comment. I don't know why it just passed by me.
hi alicia, i am so happy to see that you are still on this site. its been 3 yrs and 4 months. as you well know, its been a very long journey. how are you? thank you so much for checking up on everyone. i think its be just about 4 years for all of us that were in the initial part of this wonderful site that tami created. she is a real blessing. much love to you. stay in touch.
Hi Alicia, yes, I remember that you are going on 4 years, so am I, June 22 will be 4 years for us. It is just so unbelievable that much time has past since I kissed him goodbye... I know you miss Jesse as much as I miss Joey. Sending you great big hugs and lots of prayers for our babies.
Alicia, thank you for thinking of Jaime and I. I wish you and your family more peace in 2013 and I want you to know we are closer to seeing our sons soon. I know others dont feel what we feel, but I want you to know that a mothers love never dies and we shall be reunited with our smiling sons in tha air in the clouds and with our Lord. Live everyday honoring Jesse. Blessings to you.
Hi to everyone one tami thank you for this site I don't come and post often but I do come and read a lot of new members god bless us all missing my son Jesse it well be 4 years that he left us miss him so much everyday I think of him Soo very had but we go on one day at a time god bless you all melinda ,Joyce, pennies mom Martha jamies mom
Hi Alicia, yes we are on the same road. Winters are always hardest I think, with all of the holidays and the weather. Have to keep moving onward or we will get in a slump. It's good to hear from you, miss you posting on the site. Hope that you are doing well, as well as you can, please come here so that we can all support each other through this winter! Hugs to you my sweet friend, prayers for Jesse and you!
Alicia, thank you so much, I've been having some very bad days, if the medical profession had just done their jobs and the pharmaceutical companies not decided to change the way their medication was made Mary would still be with me. I am so lost right now, and my other daughter is so scared she will lose me. Lie is so very unfair.