"Melissa, almost exactly 3 years ago the day after Valentine's Day my sister took her own life . When I got to the hospital my other sister her name is also Melissa was trying to call my name to usher me into the family room to give me the news…"
I have never thought to plant a garden ..that is a great idea .. It's been just over A year for me .. And still that day replays over and over .. I really tried the last year of her life to support and help her through a very difficult…"
It's been awhile since I have come to this site.. And rereading my last message seems like a million years ago .. This week I lost a beloved great uncle who was the patriarch of my family and I truly believe that because of the love…"
To answer your question .... She would hear my voice and my other sisters voice all the time !!! She would call me extremely upset saying that she knows I was in her house that she could hear me in the closet .. She thought she was being video…"
"Wow... I am so sorry for your loss!!!,on February 15th I lost my little sister in a simililar way she hung herself in the basement of her brand new home .. With her 6 month old daughter and fiancé right upstairs.. For about 4 years she had…"
"Christmas has always been my absolute favorite time of the year !!! I love the snow the warm fires and and gathering with my family .. But this year has to be the absolute worst! I'm trying to put myself in the holiday spirit.. I thought the…"
I also blame my parents as well as many others I'm sooooo mad at them sometimes,
I try not to think about it.. My sister had absolutely NO relationship with them for several years ..accept for me and my other sister she didn't speak…"
My sister also tried killing herself about a month before she succeeded in hanging herself in the basement of her brand new house ... I remember being on the phone with the er.. Telling them about her mental health problems basically…"
"Tammy, I'm so sorry for your loss.. I lost my sister to suicide in February and it's lots of ups and downs honestly today was a bad day for me ... My sisters ex boyfriend sent me a photo album of a trip they took together .. I miss that…"
"Sarah , I am so sorry for your loss I lost my sister in February of this year . She also hung herself my family's support faded seemingly the day after her funeral .. I also spent the first few months in shock!
How do you grasp all of it ..…"
"You are very brave caryn I have not gone to my sisters house yet.. I see my nephew at a family members house ..I want to go there but keep making up excuses like oh the kids are sick I don't want the baby to get sick ..ughhh I know I have to go…"
"That's terrible caryn I hope your fatherinlaw is well.
I don't really know what to say about the man because I probably would have lost it also.. On the news this morning was an arrest of 2 drug dealers for heroin distribution people that…"