My husband died from Pancreatic Cancer in November 2009. He was the love of my life and, now, I am lost in a pool of pain. 2009 was such a hard year, I lost my mother in February and my husband in November. My in-laws have been cruel and have not phoned me once since he died. We were together for 11 1/2 years and married for 6 years. My heart is broken and I've never felt so sad and lonely.