Barbara hello. i am here on this site early am well it was the first thing i wanted to do after i woke up. i know that is unhealthy but i am unsure where healthy is for me now. the thoughts are so prevalent in the morning mornings are no longer my favorite time. i want things as they were as we all do. to be happy as we were instead of this new..... whatever it is.. sadness is the best way to describe it.. take care carrie L
Barbara hello. i am here on this site early am well it was the first thing i wanted to do after i woke up. i know that is unhealthy but i am unsure where healthy is for me now. the thoughts are so prevalent in the morning mornings are no longer my favorite time. i want things as they were as we all do. to be happy as we were instead of this new..... whatever it is.. sadness is the best way to describe it.. take care carrie L
Hi Barbara.. thanks for writing. though we are in the same place with all this pain and loss that doesn't ever go away. there is nothing much to say except we share a love that will never die... I wish it were different for the two of us and alll the others here. there are tons of us. but i never imagined being here. i would have rather it been me.. for he was young and so full of energy and life.. i love him so... take care carrie L
Hello I am with you i have lost my son. it is a sad battle. maybe we could talk. a while... I cry a lot and sigh and constantly think about it.. i am sure you do also. haven't really been to church. but have wanted to smoke. it is gutwrenching the first felt like throwing up.. but didn't have to. just a horrible feeling now it is set in and it is just as bad just not quite as a stomach thing more like a brain thing. good luck. Carrie L
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Barbara hello. i am here on this site early am well it was the first thing i wanted to do after i woke up. i know that is unhealthy but i am unsure where healthy is for me now. the thoughts are so prevalent in the morning mornings are no longer my favorite time. i want things as they were as we all do. to be happy as we were instead of this new..... whatever it is.. sadness is the best way to describe it.. take care carrie L
Barbara hello. i am here on this site early am well it was the first thing i wanted to do after i woke up. i know that is unhealthy but i am unsure where healthy is for me now. the thoughts are so prevalent in the morning mornings are no longer my favorite time. i want things as they were as we all do. to be happy as we were instead of this new..... whatever it is.. sadness is the best way to describe it.. take care carrie L
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