after battling seeing my love fight for his life for over 3 years from this incidous disease called cancer, i had to say goodbye at the end of march of this year. i beat myself up every day that i wasnt there to be with him, and that my daughter wanted me home for the night. i had been with him every night and day, and one night i wasnt there he slipped away without me been there. i feel cheated, that we never made our 25th wedding annirversay, i still cannot feel him, or even know if he feels… Continue