The worst thing in life is to lose a child, it's a pain that there is no cure for. Nor will it ever go away, for us we can cry as long and as hard as we need to. And if we want to talk about it we should be able to ramble on for as long as we want to.
I am so sorry Betty that your daughter took her life, my son died in an accident. The hurt never goes away I know, I still cry and always will because I miss Scott. So we share this pain with so many others. Take one day at a time that's all you can do. I am here if you need to talk.