Hi Brenda........my name is Susan Farris. I lost my first husband in 1979 in an automobile accident. He was put on life support for 3 days, but when his respirator was disconnected, I sat and held his hand til his heart stopped beating. He left me with 3 young children, the youngest not even 2 months old yet. It is hard, and for someone who has never been there, it is impossible to understand. I know that my family cared and was concerned, but I also knew there was no way they could understand. You are in my thoughts and prayers always. Hang in there.....your daughter needs you now more than ever. Message me anytime you like.
Hi Brenda. I was worried that I might think about harming myself too. The feeling was too overwhelming. I couldn't eat and sleep for countless nights. But before I started to feel like I am going into depression, I look at my 9 yr old daughter and my baby in my stomach. If I die, what would happen to them? I'm getting most of my strength from my kids.