My name Is Henry and IM so sorry for your loss, I know exactly how you feel, I lost my beautiful Mama on November 3, 2009. She was such a beautiful, elegant women, my best friend, my confidant, and my hero! she loved me if I was fat, skinny, had a girlfriend, did not have a girlfriend, she loved me unconditionally! a love you will never experience again.
A year and a half later I still miss her like crazy! and if something triggers me I still cry. I know that as much as we loved our Mama's and they loved us, they would NOT want us to be sad all the time, (eaiser said then done) , and move on with our lives.
If you ever want to chat? please reach out to me anytime.