I lost both of my parents 2 years ago today. I got a phone call from my sister telling me that my father shot and killed my mother and then shot and killed himself. I am so angry at him and haven't yet been able to mourn him but miss her with everything I have and that will never go away, I feel for everyone who has lost a parent, I was 31 years old a few days before they past away and feel like I was cheated from so much. I don't know if any of this will change.