I just wrote and posted, I thought, to a blog site; evidently it was not entered. I'm not sure I can rewrite my feelings as well the second time, but I will try. I lost my best friend, my lover, my husband on June 6,2010 to stomach cancer. I knew the prognosis 2+ years ago, but I never thought it would really happen. I am absolutely immobilized; I don't want to see anyone or go anywhere; I know it will take time; I have heard all the cliches and listened to my wonderful friends as they ask me… Continue

My husband died June 6, 2010 after a 2+ year battle with stomach cancer. Although I knew the prognosis his death has immobilized me; I cannot stop crying over what was supposed to be (we were married for 41 years) and what will never be. He was my best friend; we had a strong marriage; I don't know how to go on without him. Our special wonderful friends call, want to take me out, and support me in any way they can. I refuse. I have called for an appt. with a therapist; I think I need some… Continue