Thank you very much Andrea for the comment.I have been doing better more so lately.I've been seeing a therapist and I totally opened up and let every feeling out that I have ever had about losing my daughter.It was such a relief because I have always kept all my hurt and pain to myself.I suggest maybe you should try seeing a therapist to talk to.It took me 6 1/2 years to do it.That was way way to long.When I talked to my therapist about Brianna,it took about 2 days of feeling sad,but after I feet sooo much better.I hope to find others like us.I think it will help!Im glad to see you are trying to take the right steps in healing in a positive way.Don't ever forget your baby.You will move on when the time is right and when others say one day you will get answers.Its hard to just think of waiting for so long wondering why and I dont think people qwite understand that.Keep strong and I am here if you need me~Carol
In May 2009, my precious son Charles was born with wings, I never imagined this could happen. The pain and sorrows are unbearable. I am trying to look at this whole experience as a learning tool, trying my hardest to not blame and be angry. My waves of emotions envelope me on days and others i seem to hold it together...i keep asking why me, what did i do to deserve this. Some say that my questions will be answered and others say, just go on. I am at the point that I dont want to ever forget, i just want to feel comfortable in my pain and grief.