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At 9:55pm on November 19, 2010, Wendy M. said…: Hi Chris,
How are you doing now? You lost your mom in 2009. You said you had a dream that you tried to get your mom to try to comfort you over her death. That is so strange. (yet not strange at all). While I was at her memorial service, I will admit that for a second I looked for her and thought about how lovely she would have thought everything was. Like she wasn't gone. I think I can call her phone and see how she's feeling today. After a year how do you feel? The same, or is it any better? I am numb, I cry, I dream and yell, I am fatigued and ill alot. I do not want to feel this way anymore. I have grandchildren. I am very sorry for your loss. It hurts deeply, I know.

At 4:34pm on October 17, 2009, Chris said…: Thank you for thinking of me. I am still struggling along. I still cannot believe my Mom is gone forever. That I will never be able to call her or see her again. I am trying to get things back to normal but I know they will never be then same again. Everyone grieves differently, this I have learned. Some don't even want to talk to you for fear of having to deal with the pain of your grief. I have a wonderful son and boyfriend but it's still not my Mom. I had a dream that I was trying to get my Mom to comfort me over her death. lol It's so true, she was always the one to comfort me over everything, so I am looking for comfort from her even now. Funny, huh? But I know that things will get easier as time goes on. I just wish it would be faster. There are so many things in my mind that I cannot change, regrets that I didn't take her more places or spend more time with her, yet I know that we had a great relationship and she knew I loved her so and she loved me so much too. Just you never think it'll happen even when they are sick and it looks you right in the face, some of us (me) don't see it, don't realize it's getting near the end and then wham, the end is here and she's gone. It's hard to bear and move on. Thanks again for thinking of me and for listening.

At 2:24pm on October 17, 2009, laurenelyse said…: Hey Chris...I just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you today. I know the first month with Mom gone is almost sureal. The newness wears off and the reality of what really happened sets in. Please know that I am hear anytime you need to talk. Thoughts & Prayers. Laurenelyse

At 3:33am on September 24, 2009, laurenelyse said…: Dear Chris. I am very sorry about the loss of your Mother. There is no one like Mom. I can understand your feelings. I had/have the same ones as well. The loss of your Mother leaves you feeling so empty. So loss. Every memory of her right now leaves you feeling heartbroken. I don't think anyone who hasn't experienced it can really understand. Although I am an adult woman,with a loving husband and children, on the inside I feel like a young child wanting their Mom. Chris,These next few days especially will be hard. If you need someone to talk to or just an ear to listen,please contact me. You are in my thought and prayers. Laurenelyse