Im lost and I just dont know what to do. I have been apart of Jimmies family since I was 14 years old. So all his sisters kids know me as their aunt and I loved them as my own. We have always done all holidays together but this year is different. Everyone blames me for his death since he took his own life, I guess they just need someone to blame. His sister isnt talking to me. I sent her a letter and she put return to sender and mailed it back from what Jimmies mom says. Now I havent received… Continue
I am so sorry for not have replied to you sooner. But I didn't forget about you.
How are you feeling? Hope you are feeling much better. I have been thinking and praying for you. Wow, I did read your comment and I feel so bad for everything you have been throught Christine. Sounds to me that your husband had so many problems, since his childhood. He was insecure, and hungry for love and attention that the reason he cheated on you so many times. I totally understand the way you were feeling the time you both we married. You have values, and standarts, you tried very hard to work into your marriage because you loved your husband so much, but he didn't respect you as his wife by constantly cheating on you. Yeah, I agree that he was selfish by not thinking about you, and his daughters. Remember Christine honey, you are not responsable for his actions. Please do not feel guilty. Marriage is a true commitement between two people who love one another and respect is everything. Hope he didn't abuse you physically did he???? Was he in any kind drugs?He looked very young, probably was not ready for a marriage yet. You should no feel responsable for him taken his own life. No let nobody acuse you of such a terrible think Christine, specially front to your daughters. I am a mother too, I have just one daughter. As a mother I recommend you to, talk to your daughter about what really happened to her father. Better know the truth now than later, otherwise she will recent the fact you did hide it from her. It can make things worse for you. Have confidence and trust God, and DO NOT blame yourself for anything. God always knows the truth Christine. Just pray a alot for your husband he needs that. Ask God to give you strength and remove those bad feelings from your heart, and to give you peace.
You are in my thoughts, and prayers. Just hang in there Christine. Time is a great healer okay :)
God bless you, and your daughters.
I am here every time you need a friend to talk to.
I am sending you a big comfort hug. Bye for now take care of yourself.
Oh my God, I am so sorry for what happened to your husband. It is terrible! He looked so young with all life ahead of him, with beautiful kids and wife. What happened if you don't mind I to ask?
You must feel terrible....specially for your kids. Do they ask about they father? What you tell them?
I would like to know how you are doing. God bless you, and help your husband find light and peace. Pray for him Christine he needs that. Have faith. Be strong okay.
I am here if you need someone to talk to.
I lost my huband June 3rd of this year, he took his own life.. Everyone blames me for the problems that we were having but he made that final decision. Im so lost and we all miss him so much. He didnt always treat me the way he shouldve and he said that he hated himself for that and could never forget himself. He went to his aunts in Texas to clear his head and he was only their 1 night and he hung himself. His aunt has 2 young teenagers and they found their uncle Jimmie and Im so sad and confused on how he would leave his little girls.. Anyone have any advise they can offer. My daughters dont know yet what really happened and I will have to tell them one day. My husbands sister wont even talk to me nor his father because they blame me. They wont even help with buying a head stone, I just dont get it..