Whoa Christopher, I am so sorry about your loss. You are thought about, believe me, and this is a great place with loving people. I lost my wife suddenly a month ago. Always here if you need an ear. Charley
Christopher, I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your fiance. I too lost my wife in an offroading accident almost 6 months ago. She was only 30 years old. Not a day goes by that I don't miss her or think of her. Sometimes the pain is unbearable. I truly understand how you feel and the pain you're going through. We all do here on this site. Keep coming back and express your feelings no matter what they are. Everyone on here is very understanding. Once again I'm so sorry for your loss. Take care.