Hi, thanks for your message and letting me feel part of something. The 'crashing' is strange as I wake up feeling ok, and go to work and then at lunchtime or something - without a trigger - JUST CRASH! It's like I have no control at the moment. And the only way I cope is NOT thinking about him, which is terrible! I do know one thing - that I'm not gonna get 'over' this - but by some miracle might just get 'through' it alive...
Still missing Joe so much its been over a month and still thinking about him everyday all the time. Wish this greiving thing would end. I was raised to get over it and my dad still tells me every time we talk its time to move on but cant do it
Hugssssss. I know how you feel. I freak a lot. I just want my Phill back. I just want to have him hold me again. He always made everything all better. Many around me try,, but it is not the same. The pain is "beyond words" isn't it.