My husband of twenty seven years passed away at fortyseven years old on Jan.23-2011. I'm so lost without him no laughter no excitement just the house.
I walk from room to room with no purpose, I've lost twenty pounds and I'm really tired of feeling so sad. Right now I don't see it getting any better.
It's the quiet times that hurt the most. I don't want to bring anyone down I just need to talk, I'm all alone and don't know how to stop the pain.
People look at you as if they can't believe that you still want to talk about it. I lost time between January and now and I can't believe 8months have passed. I still find myself saying he needs to just stop this and come home. I can not tell you the fear inside of me about the Holidays coming. And I will admit, I knew nothing would be there for my birthday But I went into the kitchen like I've done for 27 years and looked on the table and cried like a baby because nothing was there. They…Continue